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| Ok it's a day late, so sue me... I'm not happy. I haven't been happy in a long time. I'm generally not happy for the most of my life, doubly so at birthday times. I am stuck in a place I hate, with the only option of returning to a place I hate even more. I am not living the life I wish to live, but rather the one that is thought to be best for me. And I'm to scared to do anything about it. and I am of course still and always very very lonely. this will be my last blog because while everyones got their own burdens, i've decided that I no longer wanna be that guy who dumps it on everyone else. | | |
| So this is a little late, but whatev:
Workshop was amazing. To a degree. Was the show flawless? No. Was I myself perfect? No. Was it everything it could have been? No. HOWEVER, performing in front of an audience for the first time in over two years was just the rejuvination I required. Feeding off that raw energy, hanging out during the hour call, just chillin and having fun, it reminded me of just how much and why I do what I do. Wouldn't change a step... | | |
| I just set up my very first photo shoot for headshots. I feel all grown up, and scarred that i'm dropping $400 of my dads money...yikes i need a job.
"Never stop laughing, what else could be more important?" | | |
| I'm sitting in the computer lounge after waiting many minutes to actually get on one, Crash having just won the Oscar.....right, and the guy next to me SMELLS SOOOOO FOUL! Seriously it makes me gag, and now i cant stay here because its just so overpowering. Why cant people clean themselves, i mean COME ON! | | |
| While there is now a great void in my life, I take solace in the memories of the last two months, and the knowledge that they will always be amazing and important to me. | | |
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